Come on Natasha, you lazy person.

I shouldnt wake up early, I should wake up not late but normal time if that exists. I stayed at Ashas last night after a party and Had a strange dream about a big building that sold crumpets and tea in, also that we moved ashas room around for her and it didnt look different (only because we moved her pictures, but yes). I came back on the train at about 9, and it was very cold, and still is inside, but I have hotchocolate, mwuaah haha.I am starting to strongly dislike drunk people, especially when they tell you that they are not drunk. But I like them also, because they say nice things and complement plently. No great scandels last night really, but people who I didnt like too much before I like more now, and people who I liked lots I am getting angry with, is that bad of me? I am not changing my friends, I dont have many friends really that I can talk to lots, is that bad of me to say too? There are school friends, out of school friends and then they are all friends but most of them I dont see often out of places with other people, or by chance, or can call up and say "Want to go to blah de blah?" But I like my house, so I dont mind staying home.I also have jelly. So yeah, hehe.Today, I am booked up suprisingly, after moaning about my lack of friends. But I have triple booked myself, 3 different groups of people, so I cant be that desolate, I am just doing those sympathy things, I think I have plently of friends but what I was trying to say was that not many of them that I can call up and talk to about anything with, yeah thats it I think.I really dont understand myself very often, as other people dont. But maybe that is good.